MR.SPECIAL SOMEONE

Mr. Special Someone , =)


  this time hindi na ako gagawa ng nakakanosebleed na letter, instead i will wrote this Simple note to say SORRY FOR ALL I HAVE DONE LAST YEAR , FOR ALL I HAVE SAID . I know that it has been 9 months and 13 days since we part , and ung day na un is yung day  ay ung araw na halos mamatay ako sa sakit  na binigay mo (emotional pain not physical pain ! ). sa loob ng 9 months , sinubukan kong kalimutan ka . But as long as na gumagawa ako ng paraan para kalimutan ka lalo kitang naaalala . SINUBUKAN KO NA LAHAT NG MAKAKAYA KO PERO HINDI TALAGA KITA KAYANG KALIMUTAN ! ( Isa akong MALAKING TANGA ! ) . 
  
  Sa mga oras na 'to hindi pa tayo OK dahil sa ginawa kong paglilihim sa DARE namin ng bestfriend mo . Hindi ko alam bakit apektado pa rin tayo sa mga nangyayari. Pero gusto ko lang naman na mapatawad mo na ako.

  Araw-araw hinihintay ko ung text mo , umaasa na magiging OK prin tayo . Hindi ko alam kung mapapatawad mo pa ako , pero hinihiling ko na sana mapatawad mo na ako.


  By this point , I want you to know that I'm taking back all what I have said last time. That i will drop my sword down and learn not to fight anymore. I'm so sorry for saying those words MR. JAYRALD G. CARRERA , and if you want to know the reason why am I taking my words at my blog MY SPECIAL FRIEND , its because you've given me the reason to fight my dying love for you . I will pick my sword again and never let it drop again. I will fight for what I feel is right even though many of my friends are opposed to what I do , I won't let this chance to be wasted.(not anymore!). For me , You were the only guy who made my world complete . the only guy who love me and take me as I am , the guy who made me smile , laugh , who made me frown , and the guy who made me cry .. the guy who taught me how to live in a real shattered world. but even though you shattered my world . I NEVER REGRETTING THAT YOU DID THAT , for if you didn't do that I wouldn't be strong enough to pick my sword again, to fight for what I feel for you .


  Now that I have my sword back , I'm ready to face this battle of love again ,I'm ready to get hurt again. I don't know if I will win this battle of mine , BUT THIS IS WHAT I ASSURE YOU , HAVING YOUR TRUST , FAITH , & LOVE IS THE GREATEST THING THAT I RECEIVE IN MY LIFE, BUT LOSING YOU IS LIKE LOSING MY EVERYTHING .. LOSING YOU , YOUR TRUST , FAITH & LOVE IS THE VERY WORST THING THAT HAPPEN IN MY LIFE.


  Facing this battle of love won't be possible without the help of  Father GOD and the advices of my dearest friends, i won"t mention their names . But i will thank them for giving me COURAGE to fight for this Love. (my dear friends , I love you all so much & thank you for the courage .) I know this blog is too long so this is my last words for this blog that came from my heart .. I'M SO SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .. I MISS YOU SO MUCH .. WOULD YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME ? =)