Monday, December 19, 2011

A STORY 'BOUT LOVE FROM Promise, Promise ka pa, iiwan mo rin pala ko :((

Isang araw habang nag da-date sila Nick at Princess

Sabi ni Nick
" Ummm... Baby ... " 

Sabi ni Princess
" Bakit po? "

Sabi ni Nick
" Aalis po ako... "

Sabi ni Princess 
" Huh? Why? Gano katagal? "

Sabi ni Nick 
" May nangyaring masama daw sa Mom ko sa States, kaylangan namin siya alagaan "

Sabi ni Princess
" Gano po katagal? "

Sabi ni Nick
" Mga 1 month po... "

Biglang umiyak si Princess, Tumayo at tumakbo palayo, Hinabol siya ni Nick..

Sinigaw ni Nick
" Baby please... Please wag ka naman ganito sakin! " 

Sabi ni Princess
" Bakit baby? May possibility na may makita kang iba dun .. " 

Sabi ni Nick
" Oo nga baby, may makikita akong iba. Pero what's the use kung ikaw lang ang laman nang puso ko? "

Tumigil sa pag iyak si Princess, pinunasan ni Nick ang luha ni Princess then yinakap siya.

Sabi ni Nick
" Baby, Ikaw lang ang mahal, minahal, minamahal at mamahalin habang buhay! tandaan mo yan. "
Sabi ni Princess 

" Opo baby. "
Sabi ni Nick

" Baby, I have to go.. "
Umiyak ulit si Princess 

Sabi ni Princess 
" Okie po Baby, Bumalik ka agad ha? "

Sabi ni Nick

" Opo baby, Babalik po agad ako! " 

Sabi ni Princess

" Aasahan ko po yan baby! "

Nag paalam na sila sa isa't isa, Yinakap nang mahigpit ni Nick si princess at hinalikan ito for the last time.
** AFTER A MONTH **

Napaisip si Nick

" Hmmm.. Alam ko na! Su-supresahin ko na lang ang baby ko! Hindi ko sasabihin sakanya na pauwi na ako sa Pinas! Pero teka, ano kaya maganda? Ang mga rosas na tinanim ko, or a boquet of flowers na mabibili lang sa flower shop? Hmmm... Siguro ung mga rosas na tinanim ko kasi mas may effort... Tama, Yun na lang! Tapos bibili din ako nang MALAKING TEDDYBEAR! "

Hindi nagtagal at nakauwi na si Nick sa Pinas, nagmadali itong pumunta sa School nila upang supresahin ang kanyang Girlfriend na si Princess. 

Hindi inaasahan na makikita agad ni Nick si Princess sa tambayan nila, NGUNIT may kasama si princess na ibang lalaki, magkaholding hands at nakasuot nang couple shirt. nakita ni Princess si Nick, at nakita din ni Nick si princess. 
Nabagsak ni Nick ang Teddy bear pati ang mga rosas na dapat ibibigay niya kay Princess.

Sabi ni Nick

" ANONG IBIG SABIHIN NITO?!?! "

Sabi ni Princess 

" Baby Please, I can explain. "
Sabi ni Nick

" Go. "

Sabi ni Princess

" Mark promised me na papasayahin nya ... "
Sabi ni Nick

" So hindi ka pala masaya sa piling ko? "

Sabi ni Princess

" Syempre Masaya! "
Sabi ni Nick

" Ah talaga? Kung talagang masaya ka sa piling ko, dapat hindi ka na naghanap nang iba, kung talagang mahal mo ako, dapat hindi mo na siya minahal, kung mahal mo talaga ako, Sana naghintay ka na lang! Alam mo ba kung gano kahirap manatili dun sa states nang hindi kita makasama, makausap, o kahit makita man lang? Alam mo ba kung gano kasakit un? Tiniis ko lahat para sayo, tas ito lang isusukli mo sakin? "

Tumulo ang luha ni Nick, Tumalikod at naglakad palayo. Hinabol siya ni Princess at hinawakan sa kamay at hinatak palapit sakanya

Sabi ni Nick

" Itigil na natin. Ayoko nang masaktan. Ayoko nang Umasa. Ayoko nang Maniwala pa sa mga pinagsasabi mo. Ayoko nang maniwala pa na mahal mo ako! "

Umiyak bigla si Princess, Tumakbo palayo si princess, Hinabol siya ni Nick pero hindi niya mahabol. Sa hinding inaasahan na pagkakataon, may kotse na malapit na sa kinaroroonan ni Princess, Binilisan ni Nick ang pagtakbo, Naabutan na ni Nick si Princess, Tinulak ni Nick si Princess upang hindi mahagip/masagasaan nang Kotse.

Nasagasaan na si Nick. Tumakbo si Mark upang tingnan kung ano ang lagay ni Nick at ni Princess
Maayos naman ang lagay ni Princess ngunit Malala na ang sitwasyon ni Nick at hindi na tatagal, Lumapit si Princess kay Nick.

Sabi ni Princess 

" Baby, Bakit mo ginawa yun?!?!?! "

Sabi ni Nick

" Dahil ayokong mawala ang katanging-tanging babae na nagpaligaya sakin, ang katanging-tanging babae na nagmahal sakin, ang katanging-tanging babaeng minamahal ko. Mahal na mahal kita, at handa akong isugal ang buhay ko para sayo masigurado ko lang na ligtas ka. Napatunayan ko na rin kung gano kita kamahal. I'm sorry baby, Bilang na ang mga oras ko, Hindi na ako tatagal. Lagi mong tatandaan na mahal na mahal kita. habang buhay kita babantayan at sisiguraduhin kong ligtas ka. I love you so much baby! "

Binawian na nang buhay si Nick. Umiyak si Princess. Kinuha ni princess ang mga rosas at teddy bear na dapat ibibigay ni Nick sakanya, sa hindi inaasahan, may nakasingit na Papel dun sa mga rosas/

" Hey baby, Its me! I'm back for good. Hindi na ulit kita iiwan, I promise! Alam mo ba kung gano kita namiss? Nahirapan ako dun sa states, hindi kita makausap, makita, kinakabahan ako araw-araw kasi baka may masamang nangyayari sayo.. I love you so much baby! Happy 2 Years anniversary! "
" Nick Dela Cruz
Born: December 15 1994
Died: February 25 201 "

Namatay si Nick sa Second anniversary nila ni Princess, Exactly 4:25 PM. Sobrang nalungkot si Princess.

After a month nung accident, May nagtangkang mangholdap kay Princess ngunit Bigla na lang to Nahimatay sa Hindi malaman na dahilan.

Bumalik sa isip ni Princess ang sabi ni Nick

" Dahil ayokong mawala ang katanging-tanging babae na nagpaligaya sakin, ang katanging-tanging babae na nagmahal sakin, ang katanging-tanging babaeng minamahal ko. Mahal na mahal kita, at handa akong isugal ang buhay ko para sayo masigurado ko lang na ligtas ka. Napatunayan ko na rin kung gano kita kamahal. I'm sorry baby, Bilang na ang mga oras ko, Hindi na ako tatagal. Lagi mong tatandaan na mahal na mahal kita. habang buhay kita babantayan at sisiguraduhin kong ligtas ka. I love you so much baby! "
Napaluha si Princess, Nagsisisi sa mga ginawa niya. Araw-araw niya pinupuntahan ang puntod ni Nick, laging may dala na paborita niyang pagkain na " Bituka nang manok or Isaw " 



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ANG MGA TAONG NAGMAMAHAL NG LUBOS :)


Saturday, December 17, 2011

masakit lang talaga !

hindi ko alam kung bakit sa tuwing nasasaktan ako sa blog ko nilalabas .. hindi naman siguro para sabihin syo n eto ang paraan ko pra magpapansin .. kundi eto ang paraan ko pra maglabas ng nararamdaman .. alam ko n alam mo kung ano prin ang nararamdaman ko syo , alam ko hindi gnun ktagal ung pinagsamahannten pero sana kahit ala na tyo , ituring mo aman akong babae kapag katxt mo ko .. alam ko nkapagmove on kna pero ako ! eto nagsusubok prin .. sana tuwing ktx mo ako itanong mo naman kung OK K LNG B ? , pero mas maganda n siguro na ala ng gnun bka lalo png bumaik ung feelings ko syo ...


 uhmm .. thank you aa halos gawin mo akong manhid all year pero thanks to one person napatunayan kong hindi pla ako manhid my pagmamahal p pla sa puso ko .. 


 sana maging masaya ka !


 excuse my words :
 * DAMN you ! SMP ako dahil sayo T.T



Wednesday, December 7, 2011

MY SPECIAL FRIEND

   I'm happy that I've got to know you , to be a part of your life and to be a big blessing in my world . Loving you is and will never be my mistake , that somehow in my life I felt so much better . And guess what , there is a best part 'bout loving you .. it is the mere thought that you make me smile and I don't know why you affect me this much . I always believe that you were my knight and shining armour and I'm your damsel in distress ... I always wanted to be always on your side , to make you smile when your sad and to heal your broken heart , but I guess that was only before though . We started as friends and maybe that's how we'll ever be .. I wanna wait you forever and make myself in those stories in Fantasy that one day the one you love with all your heart will come back to love you back .. But I guess , that 's not very realistic , and truly it's hard to wait in a corner for something that might never happen ...

    So this time I will try to play with fate and I will try to make very brave decision . I will drop my sword down for the first time and I will learn not to fight anymore , for if I will fight it's only who only get hurt in the end .. You know that LETTING GO and MOVING ON are the things I'm afraid of but now I'm tryin' to say goodbye and this is really hard for me , but I know for now , this is the best thing I can do for I will not get hurt anymore .. Even though I don't know how to Let go of you and  our memories .. If only you knew that the memories I had with you is the merriest thing that I have come to know ...

   They always say that if you love someone figh for what feel is right and don't learn to surrender .. but I have to this time .. Yes , I will be emotional , but not that much emotional .. I will wear my smile from the day that I will LET GO and MOVE ON .. for I don't want yo to see the things I hide ..

    I will always remember you not as the one who broke my fragile heart but the one who taught me how to live half alive in my shattered world .. Please just give me enough time and I will get over you and in this one sided love . I can never forget you , you've been an important and special picture in my life .. THANK YOU for the memories .. don't worry I'm gonna be alright , and that's for sure ..

   My Jayrald , these are my last words for you .. I WILL ALWAYS GO BACK TO THE DAYS WE SPEND TOGETHER , I WILL CHERISH THEM FOREVER , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH , I MISS YOU SO MUCH , ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU WHENEVER YOU NEED ME .. TAKE CARE

Thursday, October 27, 2011

KiLLUA ZOLDYK

Name: Killua Zoldyk
Gender: Male (Duh...) 
Age:12 
Born: Check my profile... 
Hair Color: Sliver (I argue, I think it's white!) 
Eye Color: Royal Blue (I alwyas thought my eyes were violet) 
Height: 158 cm (I'm not short, I'm a growing boy!) 
Weight: 49 kg (It's a shock considering my addiction of sweets) 
Blood Type: Type A (*raises eyebrow*) 
Occupation

Assassin 
* Hunter 

Status 
I'm still alive =.= 
Relatives 

* Maha Zoldyck (Great Grandfather) 
* Zeno Zoldyck (Grandfather) 
* Silva Zoldyck (Father) 
* Kikyō Zoldyck (Mother) 
* Illumi Zoldyck (Brother) 
* Milluki Zoldyck (Brother) 
* Alluka Zoldyck (Brother, missing) 
* Kalluto Zoldyck (Brother) 




BACKGROUND


I was born as the middle child to a family of renowned assassins, the Zoldyck family. Showing great promise from birth, I had already mastered many killing techniques at a tender age, and I was set to be one of the best assassins the family has ever produced. Bored and tired of killing, I somehow unexpectedly rebelled against my family, injuring both my (*scoff*) mother and brother, and ran away to join the Hunter exam. I met Gon during the first portion of the Hunter Exam and we became great friends. 



I divulge that ever since my birth, I have been in constant training for the occupation of a professional assassin. I had spent years trying to perfect unique skills that assassins portray and possess. I was forced to battle in the Heavens Arena fighting tournament at the age of 6, which took me two years to get to the 190th floor. 




PERSONALITY


From the outside, Killua seems just to be the rich boy; cheeky, cheerful and full of mischievous ideas. He is also one of the most quick-thinking characters in the series. However, his ruthlessness and aptitude in killing shows the other side of him-- deadly, violent and bloodthirsty. 

Having been repeatedly tortured since birth, Killua has been conditioned to possess extreme tolerance for poison, electricity and pain. He possesses extraordinary agility and strength that makes Killua a one mean killing machine-- definitely not one to be trifled with, as many of his adversaries had witnessed and some are not a alive to tell about it. 

However, until recently, his greatest flaw was to fear those who are more powerful than him, one of whom is his elder brother, Illumi. Killua had been trained as an assassin by his brother to be extremely cautious that he only engages in combat provided that victory is absolutely certain. This impeded him as a Hunter, as Biscuit stated more than once that victory is never certain, and that depending on the circumstances, a person has the potential to defeat a stronger opponent. 

Killua struggled with these conflicting ideas during the latter half of the series, as he started to encounter stronger opponents. However, his brother's teachings remained firmly entrenched in his mind, to the point that Biscuit prophesied that he would one day abandon Gon because of this. Biscuit gave Killua an ultimatum: Defeat Shoot to claim the right to go with Gon and fight the Chimera Ants. Killua lost, and resolved to leave after Gon had recovered from his fight, protecting him in the meantime. 

Finally he had to face Biscuit's prophecy when he encountered a Chimera ant while Gon (who couldn't use nen at the time) wasn't far off and had no way to defend himself. Killua made an attempt to save Gon. While fighting with the Chimera Ant, Killua is also battling his inner-self. Preoccupied, Killua is losing to the chimera ant. At the last moment, Killua realized that Illumi had implanted a needle in his brain way back in the first Hunter Exam. This needle was responsible for forcing Killua to retreat and jailed himself on his comfort zone whenever any situation would potentially endanger his life. Upon extracting the needle, Killua was freed from this restraint and gained full control of his subconscious to make his own decision whether or not to flee whenever there is a need to fight stronger opponents